The After Math

4:51 PM

So i told him.


and yeah his response was:

"i've been trying to get over you for so long, but i think we should just be friends."

okaaay there, so a lied and said yes that was a brilliant idea, even though currently i'd rather fork my eyes out. I know over dramatic, but i know how he is. it will be awkward because he goes his merry way like nothing happened. and i just pretend nothing did.

you think that if you lie to yourself long enough, you'll believe it? is that why we have such crazy people i the world?

well right now i won't text him. if mr.friend needs me he can text me. 

if you haven't already noticed i'm on phase twoo. indifference.

so for now i really don't care if she likes him [which she does i know for sure] and he likes her.

they can have each other, there is a lot of boys in the world.

oh yeah here the phases of emotions i will prob go through

phase one: rage/hurt
phase two: indifference
phase three: jealously
phase four: regret/ worry
phase five: denial
phase six: acceptance 
phase seven: back to normal

but i'm out for now to force my dog to go on a walk. i need air, stephen king, and candy. yeupp sounds like a plan. 

toodles!

xoxo

74 days of summer left

P.S. I AM GOING TO JUSTIN BIEBER WITH JOANA AND SHELBY : D

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